Motion and sandstone

I found this floating full form in my mind.  It wasn’t in pieces, and it wasn’t something that showed up and i thought about.  I was awake, and there was this fragment sitting there.  Exactly like this, in my mind and frozen.  It didn’t have an ending, and I don’t know where it was from, and where it goes.  This seems like a fragment that was lodged into my mind, and floated there until it dislodged.

(This is where it starts)

 I had another dream last night.  Something similar to a lot of my dreams.  I was running again.  Running on sand.  I don’t know if i can remember my last dream of sand.  This was a long grey beach.  The sand was grey, not the beach.  The day was so beautiful.  So clear and bright.  Nothing like a cloud in the sky, or anything that would shade the blue sky pounding down.  I even remember how i found this place.

I was driving in my car.  This is the first time i remember driving in my dreams.  It was such a clear day, and I remember i was following my car’s navigation system.  I remember that I could see the screen it was showing up on, and the road showed orange.  I remember the icons moving, floating almost above the screen, showing me where i was going.  The funny thing was that I remember the icon moving sideways on the screen, and I thought it was getting me lost somehow.  I decided that I should pull over soon to figure out where I was.  I saw so many cars on the side of the road, that I figured this was as good as anyplace else.

(and it ends here) And i don’t know where the car ended up, or what i did when i pulled over the car.  Was that me?  Was that something real from the outside?  What happened when i pulled over the car?  Why this moment frozen without narrative in my brain?